urge.

an urge to blog, an urge to let everything out.
i feel so lost; insecure without u around.
everything just looks empty.
u make every problem of mine seems so small,
while u became the focus of my mind.
i found myself revolving around u now.

everywhere i go, everything thing i do makes me think of you.

the elmo in the closet, the chocolates on my table, the candles on the floor, the sparklers left on the com, the spoilt lighters in my bag, the bottle which says about my tomorrow, the bottle which contains the chain, the folder which has meanings in it, the words inside the folder, the armani white for him, the pink bottle of sunsilk, the car keys and the cow woven key chain, the XLXL with ure face in it, the hoodie on my bed which smells of u, the mng bag by the bed, the puma watch on the chair....

these are what i face with every turn i took in my room.
every part of my room reminds me of u.

i know its not going to be easy
i know there's alot for us to face.
im willing to bear them all,
and take them in our stride.
a hasty journey we had so far,
we went through so much.
i never felt exhausted,
u had me moving forward.
i thank you for coming into my life,
and setting everything right.

"I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to here it

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it
Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby

Cause you will tell me every morning
oooohhh aww yeah baby
ooooh yeah
oh baby
oh darlin
all right right

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby"